That being said, I try really hard to not portray myself in one way with some people and a completely different way with other people. Clearly I am going to be more comfortable to open up and be myself around some people more than others, but I still try to represent who I am in an honest way.
Most of the time, it is a minor irritation to find out that someone is a bit spurious. For me, I call into question how much I can really trust someone and then I act accordingly; perhaps even distance myself from such behavior because I find it annoying. It is rare that I would feel anger or sadness, but this week I did and I am not really sure what to do with it. Probably nothing except for what I have done in the past; protect myself a little more when interacting with the person and limit my contact.
Even now I am not really even anger about it, mostly just irritated and sadden by the situation. I guess I just need to let it go. Perhaps I need to look at the situation as a reminder for me that I need to continue to work on being honest, real and genuine; with others and myself.
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